Wednesday, November 18
My Worst Nightmare.
Im still feeling v tired after such a long sleep.
I felt it's not enough.
I had a bad dream, a v bad one.
From what I know is, the dream started off w,
Dear staying over at my place,
and in the morning 9.30am
as usual he woke up and went work.
So whenever he reached he'll send me a message,
the normal message will be
" Baby I reach work liao..."
But he send me
" Baby I reach......."
So I called him and ask him where are you,
why never state you reached where.
So he told me, Im actually at home.
So I started questioning why he's at home.
Then he asked me go up to his place.
So I went up, thinking everything will be fine.
But I never expected he'll ask me to check his phone.
He has unread message, so
when I was reading the unread messages
he asked " did u see anything?"
I said " No"
So I scroll down... And finally,
I saw beside usually he name me @ lovely baby@
there's another " Dearish"
I saw her message saying, " stupid baby wat tym u coming up".
I cried and asked him " who do you really love?",
but after I asked that question.
I forced myself to wake up from that dream.
The moment I open my eyes,
my heart aches badly, I couldn't even
catch my breathe. & Im crying like mad.
I told Dear about this dream.
He told me, " huh.... it's just a dream.
and I told him when I wake up,
I couldn't catch my breathe and
I forced myself to wake up when I asked,
that question.. & he reply me..
" Haha, love you my baby."
I have too much sweetie in life,
My boyf, my family and my friends.
I really appreciate those love, care, understanding
your are giving me. Especially Dear Dear,
he never failed to give me his love, 24/7.
Some how, everything in the past,
I decide to let things go instead of holding
on and continue saying.
Im just v tired of being such an idiot,
cause I know Im the present, might be the future.
So what's the whole point and idea of holding on?
Just get myself jealous? Kind of stupid.
Well, Dear really made my day today. Cause of he's
" haha love you my baby..."
I love you too my big dear dear..(:
Mrs. Geek ended @ 1:17 PM
