Thursday, November 25
Moody again...
What's wrong... Im suddenly having mood swings that feels so terrible.. ): Im crying like nobody business as Im all alone without any shows and people to chat with me on msn...
Hubbey came home awhile from 8pm-10pm cause he needs to get some stuff and book in by 11pm again. So he's back in camp right now. Will he's reservist finish fast! ): I kind of pity guys that need to go for reservist... ):Sigh... I really wished his reservist can faster over... At least I don't feel so moody!
Im all alone at home... Doing nothing, not noisy like previously whenever he was playing games... ): I wants HUBBEY! ): I want to cry so much my god!! I couldn't wait till 30th to arrive... Firstly hubbey is coming home and secondly Im going to see little Xzaiver... Im losing all my appetites to my food.. I don't feel like eating much, I really wish that hubbey faster come back so he can fetch me to and from work... HUBBEY! I miss you so badly!!
Sigh, I missing hubbey so badly that I don't even know what to say.. Sigh... Totally moodless.
Mrs. Geek ended @ 11:04 PM
What should I feel?
What should I actually feels when I've already said what is suppose to be said... And why should I be guality for it? Of cos I can treat it nothing happen, cause I've already said what is suppose too. If I have to care so much about how she or he felts then ain't life going to be very miserable for myself? Sometimes humans are selfish, we tend to only think of ourselves because nobody is going to protect us, but ourselves. (Im not saying about me and my husband, but work.)
What suppose to be said, already said, take it anot, is up to you guys to do already. I can't take a knife and force you to accept right. I really wonder what's with this kind of people.. Sigh totally speechless...
Mrs. Geek ended @ 5:27 PM