Thursday, February 4
Sort things out.
Yes I've finally sort things out,
and today mood suddenly felt relief and
starting to laugh w my heart.
Nothing got to do with me and Dear,
just that something inside my mind that I can't really
sort out with.
Now Im having a clear mind, this time
I didn't cry while thinking through it ,
thou abit moody but it was after all a better
thing after sorting it out ;D.
Anw, I've recently hearing people
trying to change their girlf or boyf to
a person they want to their partner to be.
Trust me, you'll never want to do that..
Cause after they change, you want them
to change back to what they was before,
or even they change is only for the
temporary moments. Loving a person
is love them for who they are and not love
them because you think you can change
into the person you want.
I was changed by a person
previously, but I change back shortly
cause it wasn't the time when I wanted to
change so I change just temporary.
Only till I left him and another guy till
Im with Dear now, he made the biggest change in me,
He don't force me, but tell me why I need to do.
What happened in the past,
has turn me into what I am today.
Accept a person's past because
everyone has different past..
You accept your partners past,
they'll accept your past.
;D Anna is finally happy..
& know what she wants..
Mrs. Geek ended @ 7:52 PM
Stars.
We are all the stars that deserved,
to be twinkle. ;D
Im back from class and settled everything
while chatting with my both darling ,
Felicia & Michy. Tomorrow
I'll be meeting up with Felicia for
a short shopping, actually we are meeting
in the noon cause she's working morning
but who knows, that now they've changed
rules, morning need to be a FULL TIMER.
RAH!~
But well, I doesn't really wants to shop much cause,
Im just getting my slippers and I wish that
I can get it at Far East. Since my CNY clothing,
my shoes , my eyelashes and even my make up,
are already READY~ haha. ;D
Anw, class today ; Tools & face sculpting.
Was fun cause they has got so many
to learn today, well Eileen miss
her class, due to her bacteria infections(?).
So, she's resting at home for 3 days,
but hope she's gonna be fine real soon.
Take great care okay babe? ;D
Well, there's simply alot of things
running through my mind, alot way to much.
But well, I don't intend to reveal much
of it , cause I find it's not the right time.
Thou, it's kind of bad to keep my troubles inside
myself, but well it doesn't really matters,
when I sort things out and thought things out,
eventually things will be as fine.
I thought through alot,
my future, my dreams , my goals and my purpose living
in this world. Not to be a useless or someone,
brainless, is to be someone useful and someone
whom know how to over come obstacles
and rocky road in life, like what
I've posted in FB ; Being happy doesn't
mean everything is pefect. It means you have
decided to look beyond the imperfections.
Whenever I see a child's innocents and they way
they wants to know things, I wish last time
I've didn't asked, I wish last time I didn't know,
will it lesser my pain now?? I wish the way I grow
can be slower down and goes at the same time
as my age, but it can never happen anymore.
Cause I've knew too much nonsense happening.
Even up to know, what happened 7 years ago ,
up to today, Anna didn't forget what happened.
Remembering every single movement and
the way that incident happened.
That real live thing that acts like a movie.
Keep replaying inside my head.
Never once forgotten.
I can forget everything I can forget my ex-boyf.
But never once I forget this incident ,
never stop feeling back what kind of feeling
they gave at that moment.
I don't know what to do to forget it anymore.
It's just a darkness inside my life, that
I cannot come out from.
Mrs. Geek ended @ 12:58 AM
