Saturday, January 2
Tears just flow on the way home.
Dear's Mummy, Daddy wanted to fetch Dear's
to clinic to cure he's leg cause it's swallon again yes.
But end up due to it's Saturday most clinic is closed
or half day. So they decided to bring Dear to
Tan Tock Seng hospital. I was on the car
all the while till Dear's mummy came out and said,
Dear needs to be in hospital cause he has
fever and they are giving him pain killers
to see if he's leg reduce the swell and stuff.
So we have to come home and wait, end up.
On the way home, I tried controlling.
But tears just flow like mad I hate this feelings.
Im hating why Dear's leg doesn't happens on me,
why Dear's pain don't happens on me.
So today I won't feel so much emotional going on now.
Tears rolling down, Im ignoring all incoming messages &
phone calls. Im really very down right now.
Im alone at home with Bibi, Im crying with
a million of tears, Im dying of worried.
But nobody understand. Im alone at home now
w/o watching show w/o hearing song.
Im crying like crazy. I don't know who to tell.
I only can hide everything inside my heart and
keep crying DD;
He just called and ask me to go and have a bite
of my dinner, but I really got no appetite.
I just want him to come home ;((.
Mrs. Geek ended @ 6:49 PM
