Tuesday, April 27
I feels like shifting out...
I really wish that I can shift out of this house.
I hate the noise, I hate that screaming and shouting,
I hate the moment you cannot even have peace or
even study your own exams.
I don't say that I don't love my family, I never say I don't
want them. But if staying together make so much problems
happening so what's the whole point of staying as a family.
When you cannot even understand your family
thinking what. Especially whenever you think that
you're the only one with not enough rest and stuff.
Im really on the verge on giving up , wishing that I can just rent
a flat outside. Life is short , I don't want
make it full of crap. I don't want and don't need
such life. I just wants to enjoy life, well
a way to really enjoy my life is to sleep beside
my dearest boyfriend and hear him snore ,
awake by his movement and awake while his still sleeping.
That's my biggest happiness.
His love was never lesser than my family.
Thou usually my family are the one giving me
financial support but , they could care less about
my feelings, I know people will be saying,
once gone you'll regret. Yes definitely I will regret,
I won't deny, cause I will feel lesser naggings.
Im fine with nagging, but I couldn't stand screaming
and noise level increasing for reasons like she's
being v irritated.
I wants to watch I.P Man 2 and Iron Man 2.
Hehe , movie marathon. Thursday we'll be watching I.P Man 2
after my work and Friday will be Iron Man 2 , after dinner. ;D
I just hope that will have movie tickets. ;P
Im so going to book tickets online the day before.
And going to book for Iron Man too ! HahahA !
Mrs. Geek ended @ 8:56 PM
Sometimes.
Sometimes I wished that Im deaf , Im blind.
I wonder why, always must be irritating whenever Im at home.
Wonder isit just me or is them that is really irritating.
I wished that Im deaf I wouldn't have to hear so much.
Well, people thinking that my life is very good,
yes, I don't deny. I never fail to get what I wants to get.
But , when comes to a time that I want peace
and quiet time, I find that I failed to have.
I wonder why Dear's family can be so warming
but yet my house is like a wet market,
aunties screaming and shouting.
Kids messing up everything and pissing everyone off.
I don't know why. But I just hope the new flat
will come real soon so I won't even have to tolerate such
nonsense, or even faster get marry so
this rubbish will stop forever.
I don't deny I hate my family at times when screaming
and shouting starts, but I still love them inside.
Just that I don't understand why the way of them
being angry is to scream and shout instead of
just blasting the music into their ears or even don't bother.
Sometimes when Im utterly piss I will be either blasting the music
into my ears , or don't even wants to hear anything.
Don't bother that's the best way of getting me cool down.
But to them they cannot don't bother. Especially my Grandma.
She wants to complain and stuff,
but she's just complaining for the sake of complaining.
She always said that my aunt ain't being caring..
But when my aunt is being caring enough she'll just find excuse
to stay at home or even say she's worried about
home and wants to faster go home.
Sometimes she nags that we doesn't bother about her feeling,
but is she, herself wants to make things turn out this way.
So sometimes I really wished Im deaf and blind.
I really don't wants to bother.. Im so going to stay 1 week at Dear's place
cause of my exam.. I cannot imagine how am I going to study
at a home full of screaming and shouting.
Labels: Piss..
Mrs. Geek ended @ 5:33 PM
LOVE
Im crazy over branded now..
Thou Im not going to spend a few bags
on branded. But maybe getting a wallet
from kate spade ain't a bad idea.
;P But not at this time, I just brought
3 palette of make up colours,
1 set of 88 warm colours ,
1 set of 88 ultra shimmers colours,
and 1 set of 10 blusher colours.
Yeah it total cost $104.
Then brought 2 tops and 1 dress from cotton on.
Yeah ! Anyway I stay out of home yesterday night
reason due to I doesn't want to hear so
much at home. Been very sick and tired.
Wants to stay out of matters. Hm, my exams
are just 3 more weeks, I really need to start mugging
and stop dreaming and playing or rotting at home.
It's not the time to do so.
I need research on make up that I wants to do and start
getting ready all my accessories for my models.
Then I will start finding job as a Make Up Artist.
Be it bridal or anything. Maybe freelence will be perfectly fine,
but I find it useless being a freelence cause
after all bridal make up artist comes in a package.
So yeah, I hope to work in TMUR, but I don't know if
I can be the top student of this class.
My classmate are also very strong.
Hmm, I shall stop being lazy but sleeping all day.
I shall stop and start doing some practise and stuff.
Anyway I going to have a super busy weekend.
Friday ; 12 month-versary, follow by
Saturday ; Dear's Ah Gong birthday and Sunday follow
by my grandma birthday celebrations.
Haha. Im packed weekend and having quality time
spend with Dear , during his off day.
Thou most of the time we'll be doing his bike.. But he
never failed to make a perfect day.
Thou sometimes we'll pissed each other through out that
day but at the end , it'll still be fine and happy.
Counting down , 3 more days to 30th April,
Im getting excited and getting happier,
we've walked through 1 year together .. ;D
Labels: My happiness
Mrs. Geek ended @ 10:33 AM
