Tuesday, February 9
Another post .
One post and another, well this post is about family.
My grandma is back from Taiwan ;) .
Well , me Anabelle Huang, will never let anyone
bully my family anymore.
I didn't express my love to my family properly,
but Im really very protective towards them
no matter how much I grumbles about them
is because of the irritations, but when
people are bullying her, I feels angry.
Like etc , today I went to pick her up at the airport.
& there's this big ang mo taking he's luggage and he knock
into my grandma , the moment I saw her lose her
balance I wanted to just rush in and box the
big ang mo. I don't give a damn how big ,
nobody is to allow to bully anyone in my family.
They should understand the conquers to it.
Especially to my mum or my grandma.
AND to that UNCLE of mine, Don't think
that you're still a freaking good guy in people's heart.
Everybody knows what you've done and those
are cannot be erase. Stop showing a face
just because you're the only man in the house,
I respects my dogs more than you. Why !?
Because you don't fucking gain to be respected.
If you think by showing a face people will
respect you , please look into the mirror
and see your face. My grandma just touched
down the plane today and he insist of going
giant to buy CNY stuff.. Why not buy earlier than now!?
STUPID.
Yes , I hate my uncle & my grandfather.
To me, my family is only ladies plus my twins cousins
which is boy lah.. I bet I don't need to repeat stories
in my life anymore, cause Im really trying v hard to
forget. That beautiful scars is healed , but wasn't
fully healed, cause I couldn't let certain things go.
Im very tired in forgetting them.
Well , valentine day coming! ;)
Dear be prepared to receive your present from me ;).
Better love them, haha! ;P
Dear this month we don't have anniversary ! Haha
cause there's not 30th this month! ;)
But over all we've been together for 10 months
thick and thins , toughness in life and those happy
moments in life. Thou our quarreling last a week usually.
But , we still tolerate and walked till what we're today.
Thou there's unexpected things happening
but it's a obstacles we went through.
Thou several times we thought of giving up ,
thought of breaking up.
But end up when we both cool down and think over
it, it was just out of the anger. But seriously,
I think that I should settle down
( Not meaning getting married).
But , engaged myself..
No more third party coming in , no more fourth or fifth
party coming in, just him and only him.
If a person can change me from
a freaking stubborn girl till what I think
is right , why not just stop at this guy.
And never think of there's someone better out there.
Cause he might be the only one left
that I want.
Im done thinking , 3 years down the road.
on the 26th May 2012 shall be our wedding day.
Weekend and the closest to our anniversary.
30th May 2009. ;)
Maybe Im thinking too far, but this
is the guy that I wants to settle down with.
Whatever thick and thins we have already gone through
when the whole world told us to give up on
each other, but we still held on so tightly.
No matter how many obstacles come in between us ,
we still went on smoothly. So what more
obstacles are there that will break us up.
I thank those ex and ppl that has dumb me for
my attitude I thank people that dumb me
for another girl , I thank people dumb me because
Im stubborn , immature, petty & attitude.
Cause because of your I've meet him today.
I also want to thank those people that make me dump you
because your show me that you didn't treasure and appreciate
what I've done for your. So a big thankyou.
Thou your really hurt me alot when your dump me,
but at the end I've learn a lesson , never let anyone
change me into a person Im not when you don't explain
but force me to change into someone better cause
you cannot tolerate. Or DON'T APPRECIATE OR CHERISH ME.
Thou during our quarreling I will think of he's bad point
and think why must I tolerate , but a r/s takes 2 hands to clap.
So , he get angry and piss off is because he cared because
he love me. He gave me the attention I wanted,
the appreciation and treasure he show me.
Love and care , he don't express it out, cause
he tell me " you should know I love and care for you,
but if you want to hungry yourself I also can't do anything."
Haha. So ya this is the way he express he's love.
BIG THANK YOU DEAR...
( you support me when we at our hardest period,
you held my hand and tell me you'll be always behind me
supporting me and loving me. and up to today, you still did.
Im really very touched to what you've done.
Really very touched and the way you tell me to love my
family and care for them. You change me into what I am today.
you make me think for my future and love myself.
because you love me and you want the best
for me... so you're always here for me. " ;)
While typing this Im crying. Cause
I felt the amount of love he gave me ;).
Dear thank you , I love you.
XOXO !~
Mrs. Geek ended @ 12:37 AM
OUTING !
My day today was all outing, from Dear's place
to Michelle's place, den to the Airport, then back
to Dear's place den town, wanted to walk to
lucky already and Cass last minute say she'll
join me and Michy for lunch then walk back
to MRT station and waited for her then we walked back
to Lucky and meet Michy for lunch. Fish soup ,
just beside OCBC forgot the name.
Then we went to buy bubble tea, and off to looked for
my Dear dear, at he's work place. Hehe ,
then we walked back to CK tangs , cause Michy
is going back to work and we're going Far East Plaza,
to shop around. Shopped from 4.30pm till 6.40pm
cabbed to school and the uncle really piss me
off big time, urghhs he went wrong way and he still argue with me.
And he expects me to stop at Cantoment and walked to my
school. Thou the distance is not very far,
but what's the purpose of taking a taxi !?
Means stop where the destination I want to go right?!
If not what's the whole idea.
& he was saying but need to pay ERP
and stuff. I was so boiling hot with him.
& he couldn't stop jerking he's stupid taxi.
Makes me and Cass nearly puked.
So reached class, prepare the skin and everything
we start our lesson ;).
When class ended wanted to have a dinner with
Eileen and her model but when we went off
most of the food store are closed! ~
So we took train home. On the way back
we're talking about our r/s. What they brought of us
on valentine day. I find Eileen's bf is quite cute! Haha
cause of what he brought for her!! ;)
Mrs. Geek ended @ 12:18 AM