Tuesday, December 22
Family ♥
Im starting to scare of losing
my family members, my mum, my grandma
& my great grand-mother.
Whenever a year pass, I will be thinking in my
head, another year lesser to spend my time with
them, sometimes I wish really time stop at
a point where is the happiest time.
Maybe my happiest time with my family
was when I was 4-6 years old.
Thou that period of time, my r/s with my mum
wasn't that good.
Last night I've watched the Life Transformer
on channel 8, talking about this family needed
people's help and talking about their story.
At every scene when their eldest son
is crying when he's mum left for work,
makes me filled my eyes with tears
and it really hurts.
I've heard the worst thing I've heard about
Singapore. Both their son wasn't able to
help themselves with the basic living
of life. When their eldest son ran away from
home, he was burned by cigarette
and people hold him on the head
and bang it against the wall.
When I heard from my mum that grandma leg's
ain't doing any better my heart suddenly
felt sour, what if a day she really left us,
and what if she really disappear in our life,
nobody can replace her in life.
I don't wish to lose her, I've never seen someone
so understanding and everything.
But when it's time she'll return to God
and she'll be someone new again.
Dog has life, human has life even a little small
animal and fly has life, but just that this life their
born to be animal.
When I heard one day my 3 dogs will leave me,
my eyes filled up with tears and I want them
by my side thou sometimes their noisy.
But they're still the one that cheer up me
whenever Im upset, they are the one
seeing me cry at times and lick up my
hand to tell me that they're here for me.
I really wish that people around me understand
the meaning of life and treasure what is
going on in life cycle. I really don't
want people in my life to leave me.
Im afraid, Im scare that they leave me.
I don't know how to treasure, I don't know how
to love previously. Dear is still
at lucky having dinner with Xiao Hao.
Tomorrow Im meeting him up for AVATAR!
Amk Hub, I heard is a nice nice movie.
worth watching I shall decide tomorrow
3 hours show, better make it worth it!
Mrs. Geek ended @ 9:45 PM
