Tuesday, December 8
Post From A GF.
I've come to my gf's livejournal,
she was talking about life, how touching.
Peeps that are interested
here's her link. I love the way she picture,
out everything and the way she've asked questions
before another year gonna ends. ;))
Eileen Babe, if to voting best post of the day.
I'll definitely, vote for you ;)).
I'm looking through all my friends blogs,
& end up Im most satisfies with her post.
;))
10, 20, 30, 40, 50, 60, 70 yrs she have pictured it
all out & saying it out with full of emotional.
No harm reading ;)) Yep, after reading her post,
I've really thought back and think what am I
going to plan in the future and what I've done in the past.
0-8 years old ; anna had her most wonderful life, be it
with her family or in school, she was always cheerful and
laughing away ;)) thou she hates school & afraid of
one of the teachers, Miss Bay haha.
9-13 years old ; I started to neglect my studies, my family
due to my grand dad has another woman outside the family,
& quarreling with my grandma was always at the door
step. Police was also always at my door step,
after school and everything. ;((
Till my mum chased him out, the world of mine,
fall into pieces, I started to look for death.
Pills, cutting my wrist and everything I tried.
But it doesn't kills me, but I was always
on hospital for drip. Dramatic eh, Lol.
13-14 years old ; I've found ways to live
my day even happier than before.
Even when my ex bf decided to ditch me, I stop
cutting myself just crying till like there's no tomorrow
& tattoo-ing was what I've done to make
myself feels better.
Instead of hurting myself with ugly scars, why not
with a beautiful tattoo behind. ;))
15 years ; I've yet to live my life to the fullest, but
Im trying ways too, cause I've found ways to be happier
way before what I've turn into today ;))
Thanks to my family, Dears & gf's support,
Im who I am today ;))
Dear has gotten me the most lovely memories, from
the day we knew each other, till the day I felt for you
& the day you've given me surprise by appearing
outside my window and everything ;))
I thank everybody in my life playing a part.
Friends, Family & my dearest bf.
Your are a part of my growing process ;))
Even those once left your footprint in my life.
Maybe some of your has left to heaven some and move on.
Eileen I love your post. Really I really do ;)) Im glad
I read shall a nice post ;))
Mrs. Geek ended @ 11:09 PM
