Tuesday, March 23
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A sudden mood swing occur. I wondering what's wrong.
Im playing the same old song over and over again on my
iTunes, instead of getting sick, I thought of somethings.
Those days when we always hang out at Thai Disco,
when we drink till there's no tomorrow.
Till now, memories are still lingering inside
my head and heart, no matter what has happened.
Your has once given me the best and most wonderful memories.
Please remember , that your are not forget.
Though I hate drinking ever since 2 of you are gone.
But I really wish to maintain those memories I had
with both of you. Even though it's only a while that
we've known, but serious.
I couldn't forget that laughter I had with the both of you.
It heart aches me, I still blame myself over it,
I couldn't forget what exactly happens.
And thanks to this matter , I afraid,
afraid to drink and stopped drinking for 1 year..
A blink of eyes, your has already passed away for 1st year
this year... Are your doing good ?
I still couldn't forget those incidents.
I still couldn't forget when I receive the call from one
of our friend, and realizing that both of you has passed on.
Im still blaming myself badly over it.
If that person didn't called and complained !
Things like that wouldn't have happened !
My heart really aches, why! If not because you
felt so unfair , and couldn't bear to let your hands off,
they wouldn't met the accidents , NOTHING
WILL EVER HAPPENS !
Mrs. Geek ended @ 3:02 AM
