Tuesday, April 27
Sometimes.
Sometimes I wished that Im deaf , Im blind.
I wonder why, always must be irritating whenever Im at home.
Wonder isit just me or is them that is really irritating.
I wished that Im deaf I wouldn't have to hear so much.
Well, people thinking that my life is very good,
yes, I don't deny. I never fail to get what I wants to get.
But , when comes to a time that I want peace
and quiet time, I find that I failed to have.
I wonder why Dear's family can be so warming
but yet my house is like a wet market,
aunties screaming and shouting.
Kids messing up everything and pissing everyone off.
I don't know why. But I just hope the new flat
will come real soon so I won't even have to tolerate such
nonsense, or even faster get marry so
this rubbish will stop forever.
I don't deny I hate my family at times when screaming
and shouting starts, but I still love them inside.
Just that I don't understand why the way of them
being angry is to scream and shout instead of
just blasting the music into their ears or even don't bother.
Sometimes when Im utterly piss I will be either blasting the music
into my ears , or don't even wants to hear anything.
Don't bother that's the best way of getting me cool down.
But to them they cannot don't bother. Especially my Grandma.
She wants to complain and stuff,
but she's just complaining for the sake of complaining.
She always said that my aunt ain't being caring..
But when my aunt is being caring enough she'll just find excuse
to stay at home or even say she's worried about
home and wants to faster go home.
Sometimes she nags that we doesn't bother about her feeling,
but is she, herself wants to make things turn out this way.
So sometimes I really wished Im deaf and blind.
I really don't wants to bother.. Im so going to stay 1 week at Dear's place
cause of my exam.. I cannot imagine how am I going to study
at a home full of screaming and shouting.
Labels: Piss..
Mrs. Geek ended @ 5:33 PM
